I know, not much updating here, because not much has happened outside of the norm. Work is the same, stressful, full of disappointment in between stretches of being unappreciated except by a couple of drug junkies whose addictions I must be feeding ( Read more... )

I'm just at a really low point in my life right now, nothing makes me happy, drama has happened that should not have. I feel so low not even my queen princess bed comforts me that much, and that is really low. I guess I should say I'm always kind of low when the weather is cold, or the hormones deem it time to be low, but then I would almost never ( Read more... )

Not too much to talk about that I want to share. Worked 2 14-hour shifts in one week, bought leather couches for the home, got my brother's birthday gift settled up, went to the State Fair again on Sunday and actually got to see people I mean to see, ate a fried peanut butter and jelly and banana sandwich there, saw Big Tex's grave ( Read more... )

I'm still pretty mad at myself, so I decided to leave Tumblr, it was getting me down more than it was cheering me up. I think I just never got what that place is meant for, and because of that I could never feel at ease, I felt too defensive, too stressed, too easy to enrage. The social justice posts don't help that, I'm afraid. Plus, I just can't ( Read more... )

My cousin was just asking me if I had a boyfriend yet and I'm like, lol, why does everyone persist in believing in the impossible. My mother hasn't given up, but she has no idea what to do, as I don't like the Vietnamese people she knows, nor the white people, and if I don't like respectable, hardworking people, then that is the extent of what she ( Read more... )

I am terribly amused when my friendslist, which I shall no longer call a friendslist but more of an acquaintancelist, posts about how abjectly poor they are, and how they hate the man, occasionally the woman, the fat cats, the ones who control the flow of spice, I mean, money in America, the 1%. These young people fret about their student loans, ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to write an entry, but what with Livejournal going down and having issues with the wireless, I could not think of anything every time I sat down.


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As the first sign in the zodiac, and corresponding with the first day of spring, the Aries individual is a mover and shaker, fearlessly forging ahead or "springing forth" into new territory. Indeed, some very influential historical characters are found under this sign including Thomas Jefferson (April 13) and Leonardo Da Vinci (April 15). The ( Read more... )

Monday I started my poison control rotation, so if you ever want to know exactly how much of a drug to take to kill yourself and you live in Central Texas, just give me a ring. Except on Fridays, I have Fridays off ( Read more... )

This is very boring introspection, unimportant in the grand scheme of things, but if you do read this, then...

THANK YOU

( this may sound familiar, but, look, a different conclusion to the same sob story!!! )